Fast forward 3 years and we decided we were "grown up" enough to have a baby (whatever that means). I had an uneventful pregnancy, but definitely used it as an excuse to eat for 2! I had a wonderful and easy delivery that resulted in my first daughter. Ahhh, it was awesome!
(at Jeannie's wedding- 3 months post-partum)
When my daughter was about 9 months old I finally hit the wall. Don't get me wrong, I had plenty of crazy 'calling-my-husband-phone-calls-because-I-didn't-know-what-I-was-doing-or-who-I-was times', poor guy. I finally decided that it was really bothering me that I wasn't wearing anything except pajamas and sweat pants. It bothered me that I felt only like a mom, nothing else. I certainly didn't feel attractive and that definitely affected my relationship with my amazing hubby. Mostly what bothered me was that I also had this gorgeous, perfect little girl that I became acutely aware would be following in my footsteps. I couldn't do this anymore. I did not want my daughter to inherit any body/weight issues I hadn't resolved.
(That's me on the left. This is the picture that changed everything)
I decided one day, right around when the picture above was taken, that was it....I asked my husband if we could buy a treadmill. He, of course, knew better than to say no. I am sure I hadn't been that pleasant to be around.
I bought a treadmill and signed up for a half marathon 6 months from that date. That seriously was the turning point! I woke up early 6 days a week before my daughter woke up and I followed a Hal Higdon training program! 6 months later we flew back to Phoenix (we had moved to AK) and I arrived 50 pounds less than I started my pregnancy. I felt amazing and knew I would never go back. I finished that race and have since gone on to run several more and even became a certified group fitness instructor and purchased a Stroller Strides franchise. That will need a post to itself!
Am I perfect? Heck no! I have bad days where I just
(post race party)
(50 lbs lighter than when I started)
I can absolutely say that motherhood has made me re-evaluate everything and try to become a better person every day. I have my daughters to thank for the new path that my life has taken. I love that every day I make strides in my own fitness and get to help other moms make strides in theirs.
In Stride,
Kristy
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